120's

todays scale visit said 128.2. enough said.


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Getting control back

Stayed with the diet plan today.I followed the rules and am pretty proud of myself

Goodbye to My Friend

Well today is the day that I am saying goodbye to my best friend. I don't like that for the past month and a half they have not said anything nice. I have had my highs and lows and counted on them to there for me. You and I met every morning and sometimes in the evening to have our daily discussion of what was going on. Well, not anymore. I am tired of judging my self worth based on what you had to say.

I am putting my faith on that in a little bit of time you can come back into my life and be kind to me again. But until that time you are out of my life and my thoughts. I am counting on Howard to find a good place to put you until you say the things that I need you to say. So good riddance and though I may miss you every morning, you and I both know you are not good for me on such a constant bases. Goodbye bathroom scale and hello to a happier me.

The Number That I Have Come to Hate

I can't believe I am even saying this because six months ago I couldn't imagine that I would be where I am right now. I am stuck at 131 on the scale. The scale is mocking me with a two pound fluctuation back and forth. I can't wait to see a number in the 120's and that is my next goal. But like my friend says it isn't the number, it is how you feel. I am know I am stronger than I have ever been in my life. Maybe it is that I want it more than ever.

What I Ate For Cinco de Mayo-yummy

While the kids had pancakes for dinner with fresh fruit I made Howie and I fahitas.

I heated up some frozen onion,pepper mix in a tiny bit of oil. After heating it up I took them out and threw in some thinly sliced chicken that was sprinkled in baha seasoning. Once the chicken was done I threw the peppers back in the pan and let it stay warm on the stove.

Howard had his with a flat-out wrap and I had mine naked(no wrap).

I put a dollop of greek yogurt, some lettuce and salsa on top. I totally forgot to take a picture but I thought people might like idea of a mexican high protein meal.

A New Week

So I have been making some not great food choices lately and I think it has something to do with getting the you look good comments. I don't really like the attention it brings. It almost makes me feel like I wasn't pretty at all before. But this is a new week and a new beginning. I took all my vitamins and is ready to go back to work with a fresh start.

It is the week of the young child, which is my favorite because it lets you see what the children are interested in. So I am excited for this monday. Have a good week folks.

Train - Marry Me