Monday, July 4, 2011

Embarrassed and Frustrated

You'd honestly think that I would learn how to get over the small stuff by now,but I don't. And to be truthful is it that people don't see when I am getting upset that they'd know to stop. I really am getting tired of hearing Jacob stories and how mischeivious, fresh, naughty he is. He is my son and I know he is all those things and more. So in effort to not add fuel to the fire or give people more ammunition to throw at me I guess we will be staying home of a while. And the kids won't be spending time at the grandparents without me.

I don't know what will get this kid to change so I am at wits end. But at this time I am beyond embarrassed at how things are with him and I am not to to continue to put myself out there to get hurt anymore.