The Number That I Have Come to Hate

I can't believe I am even saying this because six months ago I couldn't imagine that I would be where I am right now. I am stuck at 131 on the scale. The scale is mocking me with a two pound fluctuation back and forth. I can't wait to see a number in the 120's and that is my next goal. But like my friend says it isn't the number, it is how you feel. I am know I am stronger than I have ever been in my life. Maybe it is that I want it more than ever.